Wednesday, August 08, 2007
Time passes by so fast. I didnt realise that Singapore's birthday is coming.. only last night then i noticed. Hahaha..

Hapy Birthday Singapore (in advance lah)!!

MMmm. wishIng all of us the best, prosperity and righteousness. Forever harmonious, get rid of all racism and biasness and live happily ever after. With God's will, amin.

Ok.. dAts it.

Oh well. It has been kinda tough for the past few weeks. Meeting up with deadlines. Projects. Quizzes. Term tests.

And non-coming period.. Which is so darn painful and very frustrating, that i keep on blowing up like one bitch lost in nowhere.

Oh well. Finally it came. And i was darn happy. For a moment only. Coz the pain was so horrible that i exploded again. AArghhhh. Never have I realised that these things can actually get into ur nerves and make u scream with fury and extreme frustration.

Im apparently trying hard to focus on PA coz there's an interview tomorow.. and its kinda alot. Coz the questions of coz would be random.... Any topics can come out, and for sure we must know how to answer....


I understand wat has been happening. But im not sure whether i would be tongue-tied.

Like juz now. We had entrepreneurship presentation. and during rehearsal, I exploded coz i realised my group members were distracted and werent listening to my part. I knew it was kinda foolish blowing up juz like dat, coz i should understand that all they were trying to do was to cut the time short. But hello.. Im trying to be sensitive here, and i would like them to be humans too.

Argh. Guess this sem.. Its kinda. Really. Extreme. Beyond. To the max. Toughest than the toughest.

If u get wat i mean.

THats when u will see all types of people and their true characters. ANd you will understand yourself so much better.

Oh well. This is part of growing up.

For me. I learnt darn loads.

Never blow up or explode. Coz ur fwens just hate it and some would even talk behind your back.

So to avoid sins being made juz dont get angry. Keep it cool, ignore any shits and move on.

Thanx to Mat, who sorta gave me such goood advice.. Hhahhahaha.l.

Ohhh.....

Have trouble sleeping. Im taking tabs that make me drowsy and forget abt my pain...

its kinda. peaceful :)

and Oh ya!

I went swimming on monday. Coincidence that he also went. But we didnt meet of coz.........

Funny. That. I had totally stopped messaging or calling him for 3 days.. And he gave me a missed call in the morning, cant remember when; reason was he wanted to ask what subscriber i used for my hp. Errr. Eww. So early in the morning. Turned off.

And he called me yesterday. Juz to tell me dont take the train home. Coz there was some sort of an accident. Reason was, I love the train more than buses. Ermm. Second turned off.

Rolling my eyes and chuckling to myself. Guys can be soo complicated sometimes.

Girls are no better. Hahaha..

Oh well. ENuf of girl-guy probs lah eh. Only adding to the headache that im having rite now...

I love my families and fwens more man.. So ya.

Tomorow is a new day. A new day. For me to forget watever happened today.

No more frustrations please. Its kinda exhausting.
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