Thursday, July 19, 2007
this is the second time i blogged in my entry..

feeling a little spaced out.

sometimes i wonder whether the past is still haunting my mind, somewhere there.. not wanting to go and leave me.. sometimes i juz forget about the tears that well up, and juz smile and laugh hysterically..

I guess its difficult for most to understand what ive been through so far. Doctors said im sick in the mind, mom said im scary, fwens got worried. but i still feel there is nutink wrong wit me..

look at me. i still survived, even when conditions get sooo tiring, and frustrating...

for the past 10 years, which were full of pain and tears.. im still standing upright, holding my head high.. stil breathing...

i miss smoking.. but i know i cant.. coz it would only degrade my health more.. and i shouldnt be even thinking about that..

man... i have no mood at all in completing watever that i have to complete today...

life sux. sometimes.
5:33 PM