Sunday, June 10, 2007
They treat me different.
After they know.
What happened to me.
Is it my fault?
That I am so different from my Past.
Do I have to keep on living and breathing, into My Past?
What is wrong in choosing your own path and change to a better person?
What is wrong with going through so much pain and hurt?
I am proud to go through these stages of pain. I endured it well. And I still survived.
Cant believe that there are still human beings out there who want to hurt and murder if they choose to. Dont they fear The Almighty?
What ill-fate is this, that I have to endure during my past years.. And all the 'others' juz see it as a normal thing to go through in life? Wat if I say, go ahead n try. Den u'll know what real pain really means.
I am so much stronger now, I can feel it. I felt the difference in me, the real me.. Somehow, I could really feel my heart BEATING. n Not dead.
I am so glad, The Almighty has set so many obstacles for me. Coz, it not only has made me a stronger person, but someone who appreciates life better. N realised dat every breath is precious.
'Tiada daya dan kekuatan kecuali Allah yang Maha Luhur dan Agung.'
'Sekali-kali tidak akan menimpa kami melainkan apa yang telah ditetapkan oleh Allah bagi kami. Dialah Pelindung kami, dan hanyalah kepada Allah orang-orang yang beriman harus bertawakkal.'
How true are those words. Watever things happen upon us, its actually due to His permission. He juz wants to test us. Dats all. Like my paps always say, Dont cry. DOnt be too sad. DonT be too angry. And donT ever be reveNGeful. Becoz, all dat happens. Is actually gifts from Allah.
How dumb I was, when I was young and rebellious.. Haha.
Now i juz love my life. My loving family... My friends.. My life..
:) I love u all.... HUGZ....
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My name is Nalia.
God, families and friends. They are my Life.
Music, arts, the beach.. and the Dark night. These keep me going.
Hates? Hatred will just shorten Your life.
Faith? It is something that I hold, til now.
Princess Nalia
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