Monday, June 04, 2007
Yeah.. Here i am. aT comp lab. Feeling so fucked up. coZ i doNno wat to dO. my Mind's a total fuckinG blank..

Im freaking stoning like one shit, bloody girl..

Dats the prob. I CANT SHOW MY FEELINGS TO THE REST. dont u feel fucked up when u cant actually scream out ur feelings.. I keep most of them bottled up and when i cant fill in animore. I juz blow up. wEn can DAt be?

Biasness is one freaking fucked immoral thingy dat came up by i donno who. COz if i find out who came up with this kind of situation, i would stand up and talk to him nicely.

Soo.. Life is normal, so far so good. But... Ya ain is rite, i think too much. Ya rite (sarcastically) n i shushed her (sarcastically) to shut her up from saying more that apparently went in and out of my freaking head.

Grinz.......

She said fine. I would say a BIGGER FINE. nIwaezzzz.....

all OF us r bitches here... can u stop blaming urself, simon says..

haha.

i think gmp is really getting into my nerves, so soryy guys, i think im pmsing all over it. Plus.... terM tests coming. DDCT is kinda alot, but i love it so it shouldnt be a prob..

n TODAY is his birthday. N i cant even celeb properly with him coz First he has to celeb with his family den FRENZ den team-mates den the extra one would be me.....

somebody juz called me a BITCH.. i wonder who..........

why cant i juz live life so peaceful, like jufri dere sleeping like one baby.. so cute a teddy rite?

Hhahaha... rather than cramping my head into OQ and PQ which i dont even fucking und what it is n not given an utter opportunity to actually know bout it. how Sick can dat be?

Very sick...


aIYah.......

i feel like im bitchy.. i lacked alot of things.. simon asks whether i have been sitting dwn n reflecting on myself..

oh yes, the answer is Yes. N no.

Yes in a way dat i knew what is lacking and what is bitchy abt me

NO in a way dat I cant und what the other ppl around me want..

So......

Ain wants to eat. My moods down n i dont feel like eating but im hungry but i dont have de mood and de appetite to eat but i need to fill in my stomach but........

i guess i beta eat.
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