Friday, May 25, 2007
Today is friday.. the 25th izzit?

I have lost count. SERIously, i feel like slamming my body down onto something soft so dat i juz catch a nap before going out later at nite. but dat sEEm so impossible since im going in like one hour's time.. or Izzit possible?

Im still in school.............

juZ fiNished DDCT lab. iT was fun, though it was kinda dready coz we hav to come with some procedures for welfare of 10 RATs.. cooL.. but another SOP??

Talking bout dat, GMP phase 2 has begun.. oFficially yes.. but the REAL work here is not done.. itz next week.. til after term test..

mmm..

Fun. YEsh. Gotta stay back in school til so late at nite dat u dont even know it when u actually have reached home. Coz, GMP will always be with us, side by side.. Like lovers in disguise u know? Hahaha.

PMT term test was today.. i took a week to study. but Officially it was 3 days.. n i forgot some stuff. Really last minute. Slept for only 3 pathetic hours.. n my Eyes.. they are drooping for goodness sake.. so muCh for beAUty sleep. Guess when girls are between 16 to 25.. Its juz difficult to gain so much sleep...

Hahhaha..

thoUGh im 20.. oNLy 20...

not yet 21.

Where i can actually live by myself.. no I cant live by myself. I would missh Mama's nagging and her high-pitched voice screaming at us, telling us to do this and that and that and this.. it will never end..

n my forever-so-annoying-but-mischievously cute brothers.. who are always up to sumtink dat will make me laugh my head off or til my stomach hurts. thOUgh sometimes they can be soo goddamn irritating that i shed tears.

hAHha. teARs of anger??

Yeah... Lia.. HOt-tempered, knows how to show it but donno how to let it out. bUT when it goes BOOM, then everyone and everything will be affected. So bad..

I guess i have to start cooling down. Coz this is the moment when i realised dat hey.. world is changing, im getting older and more matured.. n i think maturely? AcT LIke a child?

yEAh i do at times... sometimes.. but Cant everytime..

oh well...

Time juz flies by.. n by the time u open ur eyes, itz da DAY where u'll graduate and get ur diploma.. cool.. den? Where do i go after dat?

mmm..

N him.. So long we hav not spend some quality time togeda. at THE most and maximum. bout 4 hours... the least 1 hour... so sad...

but this is life. RELAtionship builds up then cools off...

n... i dont even think abt him. n im very sure he doesnt too. he's in his last year too.. gotta do lotsa projects, juz like me.. n he'll go for his attachment too.. juz like me.. n things will juz change.

n when u know it, he'll be gone. to seRve the country. In national Service...

arghHH...

HOw time flies by.. Oh how i wish i could juz sit down n have a time for myself and my loved ones.

Sit by the beach, listening to the waves rhythmically sweeping the shore.. and feeling the cool breeze at ur face, closing ur eyes and taking in all the fresh air..

I live by the beach.. n i dont even have time to go there?

RIDICULOUS isnt it... itz juz a 15 min walk, and if i jog itz only abt 10 min.. n if i ride it wld abt 7 min...


I mish the SEA.....

Hhah.. I SHOUld say i mish udin.. but haha... nah. not the matter. i mean.. im getting used to it. n he too. we r very busy ppl... sometimes, itz good to know dat... someone is juz dere waiting for u.

reLationship.. is not everything without trust and confidence in one another. waT is the use of a relationship if u juZ wanT TO BE in one?

it cums naturally... buT 60% brain and 40% heart. Never 50-50, coz the mind and heart will always forever contradict wit one another.

if We donno how to think... den... mmm.. i should say. perhaps animals can think better?? then that would be an insult...

i juz dont understand why ppl can be soo.. desperate?

oh well..

i guess concentrating on studies would be better than indulging urself in unwanted, non-GMP compliance matters. HAHAH...

supER HYGIEne is great to keep a healthy lifestyle. TRue anione??

mmmmm... i donT think so....

haha..
5:56 PM