Friday, May 11, 2007
Life is full of challenges aint it?
Like one of the challenges that im facing, though its kinda minor.. is. to type without my lens on. Mannnnn... I can hardly see what i typed. Hahahha.
Instinct will guide u. N my instinct says im fine, n im typing correctly..
Haiz.. Im not sighing coz of countless projects which are juz never-ending.. Im sighing coz.. I donno wat im feeling. Like, a sudden hit on my heart dat Im missing someone.. or some people so badly.. dat I dont understand why.
Its like, it has happened so many times before. Sometimes i dont even get to see them for ages....
But now.
Why the hell am i thinking about them?
Haizzz......
I guess the older u get, time juz passes by.. n.. people juz move on with their lives.
My nature is so... fickle. indecisive. n vulnerable.
Im capable of falling, n somehow, im back on my feet again.
Im capable of drowning, n the next moment, im at the surface, breathing once again.
How cooooollll is dat.
Hehehe.
Oh watever.
Today's yasmin's birthday! Hehehe.. HAppy bdae mot! Love u n mish u yo... We ALL go out n celeb one day ya... when we actually can find the time n be crazy n bimbo like old times. hahaha.
Have u ever felt that someone is actually avoiding u.. not wanting to hear from u. not wanting to be with u or juz be with u?
Coz im feeling it RIGHT NOW.
N i hate this feeling, coz it opens me up to such vulnerability that i feel more fragile than a glass at an edge, fear of falling n breaking into millions of pieces.
Wat is happening to me?
4:19 PM
