Sunday, November 12, 2006
SomEbody callEd me.. n mAnaged to senD chiLLs to my heartbeat Yo...


wAkkAkkka.. MMmMM..

Mom says dont gIv 100% trust to guyz n DaD says or ElsE u'll get 100 times % more paIn.

SO, wAt DOEs naDa apRiLIa feels?

You may give your trust to people that you love, but if they are not of your blood, juz be careful wit your trust. There are so many types of homosapiens on earth, a few are evil, lotsa are hypocrites n minute population is really trustworthy. Juz be careful wit your choice of fwenz, boifwenz/girlfwenz or even someone special.

For Love. Only give more than your life for God and your parents n siblings or families. But never your life to someone who hasnt shown you wat true love is. Play ard, go wit the flow. Never put your HEART at risk. Coz if you do, you'll hope higher than the mountains or even the skies, and if the hopes come crashing down, you can never blame it on the one that you sacrificed your heart for.

In other words, dont trust sayings of love. Trust your heartbeat, BUT USE 60% OF YOUR MIND. Level up your ego, to the one that you love. If needed, level it a little higher, but make sure you hurt no parties yo!

For Life. Mmm. Im not too good at giving life advice, coz my life iznt dat beautiful either. Wat i can say is, juz accept the fact if someone actually has changed, give him or her morale support, AND adapt to the changes. If you cant, slap yourself hard on the face. If you actually succeeded, giv yourself a pat on the shoulder. But not too much. Coz to survive, you have to understand what the hell is going on around you, so keep your eyes and ears n mind system open. Coz if you dont, you'll find yourself sinking. AND if you keep on thinking negatively, like I used to do, you wont go very far. So shut all those dark minds or whatever shit that you call them, look on the bright side of life and MOVE ON.

FORGET THE PAST. IF IT HURTS, THEY WERE JUZ SHITTY PARTS OF YOUR LIFE. IF THE PAST HAS CERTAIN BEAUTIFUL MEMORIES, LEARN FROM THEM. BUT NEVER LIVE WITH THEM.. COZ YOU'LL BE ADDICTED AND BE LIVING LIKE A FOOL, IDIOTIC, ZOMBIE-LIKE CREATURE.

tAdAAAA!

MY principles. My motivation. My life.

Straightforward, hard to the core, hard to swallow for some.. agREEments?

Up to you yo. Dat's how I live mine RIGHT NOW. COZ im siCK Of being a puppet.

I AM THE DIRECTOR OF MY LIFE. BUT HE IS THE PRODUCER AND SPONSOR OF MY FUTURE.
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