Thursday, July 06, 2006
To solve a problem is to understand the root of the problem.

Perasaan dan cinta itu beda. Sealiran iya, tapi gak sama. Soalnya, kalo nurani kita gak bersih, perasaan itu gak kan bersih. Bila iya kotor, perasaan kita tercemar. tERCaLar. Sedih. Marah. Semuanya gelap. Dan bila ini terjadi, Cinta itu akan mati.

Dats what my Paps says.. He's rite actually. If I dont learn to bring myself, my heart, my life to the Light, I would forever be in the Darkness. Which is not good. Its bad. Unhealthy for your life, mind and soul.

Mmm.. Im gonna miss my dad. He's going to China for a month.. n man.. dat's a long time.. I mean.. there was once I didnt get to see him for 2 years.. So.. its kinda 'im missing you sooo much'.. Haizz..

Im gonna make sure he doesnt have to work til old man.. He loves the sea.. He cant suit with the land..

Im gonna build a house for him.. near the sea...

mmm.. n my mom..

she loves the country.. I'll build one for her too..

Too much for a dream izzit.. No matter what kind of building u gonna make for ur parents.. gold or silver or whatever lah..

It still cannot repay watever that they have done for us..

too huge a debt to pay..

So, the only way to appreciate their love and care is to love and care for them back.

Mama.. Mungkin aku gak bisa dekatin kamu secari emosi, tapi, aku bisa dan ingin cuba dekati kamu secara fizik. Biar kamu sadar, aku cinta ama kamu, banget.
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