Wednesday, June 21, 2006
Hey.. Mak ai.. lamer nye tak dengar dari aku.. haha.. maklum lah. keyboard rosak, malas nak type kaoz.

here i am. at harbour front's mac, waiting for my beloved paps to cum.. my gosh. ni tol nye janji keling siotz. kater kol 8 sampai skarang ko 9 lebih tak muncul2. haha. samer lah cam aku .

hahaha.. man.. i seriously need a darn break. coz.. im totally stressed out man. seriously. donno. i feel like im gonna be sick again if i dont take care of myself well.. seriously scared of dat u know.

life is getting seriously dead. u hav ur frenz around u but itz kinda lonely. coz, sum of them hav their own life to attend to, others juz give up hope easily..haiz..

once, i dont belive in love. i refused to. i gave up hopes. i didnt want to be in a relationship. coz of one guy who damn hurt me like hell. worse den dat in fact. however, here i am. happy sad all at once. coz, there is not much change even if u have a freaking boifwen or not. coz wat matters is the heart man.

man. if only i can tell the whole world not to be so damn naive. i mean itz not the end of the world if ur life is so full of darkness rite.

look at me. im still breathing surprisingly..

yeah. coz i believe in Allah s.w.t. there's nuting dat u cant do without him.. izzit correct? jhahahah

k caoz i gonna eat with my darling hubby. ehekcz.
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