Tuesday, April 25, 2006
Sumtimes, u juz want to keep it to urself. Coz u know, if u share it, den, it wouldnt be ur personal problem. Sumtimes u juz have to let it out, coz, it hurts inside.

but once u let it out, u feel like shit coz u know, deep down inside u, no one can help u out, except for urself... How shitty can i feel?

very shitty indee..

i donnow wat to do. whenever i wana start anew, sumtink will happen. sumtink dat i cant even control.. den i will end up crying by myself, always by myself.. coz i juz cant seem to trust anione. not even myself..

den u feel shit, coz u feel dat sumtink bad gonna happen, n u dont wanna imagine wat will happen.. coz the ones dat u love.. they r going away from u. they go far away.. u r left alone.

Blood tears streaming down my cheeks.
Im here.
Standing, waiting.
For You to come n take me away.
Far from this world.
Far from this hate.
12:43 PM