Monday, April 17, 2006
Good day there.
Im having such a great time, dat I feel like I juz wanna sit down n mourn over my own freaking life.
Juz put urself into my shoes.
Ive worked real hard. Evryday, I wake up early, get ready to go to work. Finish work, it's my tuition time. Been doing dat for the past month. N til now. I havent gotten my tuition pay for two months. N im seriously underpaid for the telemarketing job. Juz hope I get the extra pay dat they havent given me, on the 5th of May. If not, Im not gonna work there animore. Heard dat my sis didnt get her salary coz she didnt give one week notice. Dat's so freaking bastard.
Inilah yg dikatakan, dugaan. Rezeki itu dimana-mana. Cuma kener pandai dig up jek. Patience plays best in this kind of situation. Oh my god. Can u juz believe it? I wasnt paid well. N i still go to work. N i still teach the kid. This is wat I would call passion. HAHAHAHAHA. Well. I kinda like teaching so I dont quite mind for the tutoring part. I dont quite like da telemarketing job, coz.. Like one of the customers commented, 'The way u guyz conduct ur business is juz not right.' I hav to agree though. Mom got a call from the company dat I worked for, n I forbid her from going. Coz I know, they r juz cheating people. Dat's why I resigned early. Instead of working a full month.
NOw.. Im seating. In front of da comp, in Tamp library. Doing nothing. Juz updating my blog, coz i had nothing to do. While waiting for my half half... Im kinda broke. Its my fault partially coz Im too generous in lending people money. Not thinking wat would happen to me eventually. Hahah. Nevermind. When u do good to people, people will do good to u too. My half half always says dat, N he kinda pissed off coz I gave people money without thinking bout it. Okay. I admit it. Im stupid when it comes to generosity.
When u r being nice, there are juz many so called homosapienz out there who juz took advantage of ur kindness. When u need some help, they kinda disappeared into thin air. There r juz a few who will stick by u n help u stand up again. Like my family, some frenz n half half. N one more who is very important to lotsa people, God. He is always there for us. It is juz up to us whether to have faith in Him or not. I love Him. N I fear Him. Not da fearing him as in Im scared of Him. Juz dat I totally respect Him, coz He's the Almighty. U need help, go to Him. Den ur family or anione else in ur mind.
Masya Allah. nOw i toTAlly need Him. Well, my heart says, relax n chill. THings gonna get better somehow. Disebalik setiap kejadian, tersembunyi suatu hikmah. Mmm. Maybe the hikmah is dat, I gotta be smarter in life nxt time. Hahaha..
Ok. Today is the 17th. Mmm. 3 months n 8 days wit him. Felt like a long time.. So far so good. Problems yar, dats normal. But we managed to overcome them calmly. Unlike me n freaking asshole ex of mine. Dat one i can say, Is a freaking bossy brainless man. Well. JUz hope dat evrytink's gonna be fine between my half half n me.
mmm.. Wat else? School's starting nxt week. N I seriously need to do some shopping for dat. Oh man. So bored. Freaking broke, how to go shopping? Nevermind. Some other time will do.
Kinda xcited actually. Get to meet all my fwenz.. Expecially my lil sis.. Who has been so freaking quiet nowadays.. It freaks me out. Coz i keep on wondering whether she's fine or not. Juz hope evrytink'z orite. Dont keep things bottled to urself k gurl. If u hav anitink, Im juz a call away. Love yar. N this oso goes to all my sis out there, wherever u guyz r. Juz to let u know dat I misshh u guyz, n cant wait to get together n going around, howling wit laughter like some hyenas n buffaloes n watever animals dat u guys can think of. Hehe. Love u guyz loads.
Ok mind blank.
PERIOD.
6:24 PM
