Thursday, March 02, 2006
Masya allah. Lamer nye aku tak update..

Alah exams ler.. For a few weeks i had to date wit my notez n all.

N im not sure whether I'll be doing well or not. Coz honestly, i could do the papers, juz dat i have not dat much confidence whether i'll score with flying colours or not.

nervous. waiting for results.

N rotting at home, coz til now i havent gotten a single job. tomorrow, maybe i'll be looking for one with kyn.. n now...

im waiting for my dad to come home, to celeb my bdae wit me.

n im not sure whether he'll be coming or not, coz i have this very huge feeling dat he's gonna back out soon, coz my paps wanna meet him. n im not sure if he could last or not. haha.

i can be so cruel. honestly speaking, i love him. but i dont dare put high hopes on him, coz i did once on my ex, n dis is wat i got. a broken heart, slashed to pieces, n i was dead for a long time. til he came n brought a little light to my darkened life.

but, u know.. i juz dont dare to think dat far whenever im in a relationship, though this is only my second..

juz dat, i dont hav the highest qualifications yet to be a damn freaking good girlfwen. coz, im juz me u know. n usually people find me really weird.

n i dont dare to think bout him. hahaha.

oh orite...

cant wait to see kyn.... mish her man.

hehe.
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