Saturday, December 31, 2005
Hey!! Hahaha. Even i cant believe dat im using the internet overseas. First time u. Ekekeke..
MISH MY SISTAZ FREAKING MUCH!! alamak. Demam lah I. hehehe.
Im at jakarta.. in one of the internet outlets.. menyemak. tomorrow's new year rite.. over here, kecoh seh sumer org. mcm tak penah new year 100 years. hahaha. maybe the situation here is different from singapore. no. i feel different.
Im here also becoz i had to meet up wit my uncle's collegue.. some freakish but very gentle n motherly psychiatrist. if i get the spelling rite. hehehe. for three freaking days i spent like almost half of the days in hospital! n i tell u, jakarta is freaking crowded n huge compared to singapore. it takes bout 20 mins to reach KK hospital by car. Here to go to the hospital, it takes bout one long hour by car.....
dat does not include traffic jam! oh my god. long hours in car, long waiting at hospital..
n juz yesterday then i get to enjoy my hols....... minus my stupid homework.. now im updating my blog coz im waiting to be signed in at tp website. shit! if i cant get to do my homework, i'll be gone!!
haizzzzzzz............
some people still can ask. why must u go for check up at jakarta? why not singapore.. problem is.. i went to tan tock seng.. to changi hospitals.. still the doctors cant say anitink. so here i am. kater2 org melayu. kalo dah sakit biar cepat berobat sebelom terlambat, dengan cara aper skalipon, asalkan yg halal. got it?
it's not that i want to be sarcastic or wat.. juz dat some people dont understand. i feel like i've known for years, still they dont understand me n like to jump onto conclusions. these kind of people still exist in this world. n dat they are the kind that make it difficult for someone to change for the better coz they juz accept the fact that some people do change u know. in their minds, there is only one thing. people cant change. dat's all. i pity them u know. juz dat.. sometime it hurts, dat i would cry like one stupid maniac....
which i did.. for the past few days.. i cried my heart out. i ranted on and on. like i lost my life or sometink.. mmm.. dat sounds weird. hahahaha
niwaez..
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL OUT THERE AITO!!!!
let us start tomorrow n the next n the next dayz.. for 365 dayz.. wit a new life.. a better one dat is.. hip n happening.. sentiasa santai.. now i want to keep it cool lah.. so people out there who have known me.. n maybe some still dont understand me.. it's okay. i understand coz sometimes i dont even understand myself.. understand?? i dont. hahaha
let us start together kay...... all of us.. new life. a more cool one. let us tighten our bonding.. relationship.. watever 'ship' lah.. make more friends. keep on smiling. be easi-going... let us settle problems together... sharing n caring. loving one another........ let us all make it closer, warmer, nicer.. watever the err err...
hehehehheheheheh
i love u guyz lotsa my sistaz n fwenz n kuzzies n lovey dovey or watever lah.......
MUACKZ!! HUGGIEZ!!!!!
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