Friday, November 18, 2005
hey.. long time i neva update my blog lah sia.. hahahaha...
yeaah.. things hav been happening. my dad's home now.. n my case is under control. n im in love wit my life rite now.
Til when r u going to live in dis life dat's full wit darkness. Y not bring light to it n change the way u live ur life. It's neva too late to start anew Lia. Y care bout those who pull u away from wat n who u really are? Y cry n rant over something wihch u can neva get? Open up ur mind, sink deep into ur heart, n u'll find wat's da life dt u dreamt for, n how u can change now to make it come true.
Dont know wat's been happening to me.. but.. i dont know whether this new me will be accepted by my frendz, families especially.. i have made my decision.. n i know there would be lotsa who would laugh n smirk at me, coz i wanna change, but hey, it's never too late to change. unless.. ur heart is closed, n dat u dont believe in urself..
lotsa things are happening, n i know.. i do this for the good of all.. not only all, i would benefit too. for years i've been changing according to wat has been happening around me. i've been a bad gurl once, n when i wanna change, ppl still see me as one bad gurl, who doesnt care bout ppl..
they got it all wrong.
it's time. for me to show who i really am. those who cant accept, then i know, u r not my true friend. n those who support me, then i know, u r one true friend, good n bad, u r always wit me...
2:54 AM