Saturday, September 10, 2005
I got discharged today. I was admitted on Sunday.. and Here I am.. updating my blog, using my fav kuzzy's comp..
I didnt wanna tell my fwenz dat i got admitted.. coz i didnt want them to know.. coz they hav exams the whole of this week.. n i want them to do very well in their exams.. n i am darn confident they will..
it's juz me.. i hav to wait the whole way til end of sept then i can sit for my exams.. n i juz got mc til 24 sept.. how cool.. i didnt know my depression state will be that bad.. that i could die of boredom.. and hatred.. n too much love can oso kill me..
my heart is dead.
though i am given a new lease of life.
i dont feel it in my blood..
evry beat of my heart hurts.
it pulls evry nerves and vessels in my system.
that it bleeds and keeps on bleeding til now..
n now..
i juz wished i was dead.
11:12 AM