Saturday, September 03, 2005
I LOST MY FREAKING HANDPHONE...
part of my life now is gone.. juz like that.. masya allah.. di saat ketika Allah mau menduga.. Mcm2 leh berlaku..
Wat i couldnt believe was.. how i cried for my handphone.. ok lah.. honestly speaking.. first thing i cried becoz of him.. i lost his number.. then.. i lost the pictures that ma blood sistaz, ma fwenz.. ma families in indonesia.. all those pictures gone.. then........ i bought that stupid phone wit ma own freaking money after that stupid ex of mine claimed that ma original handphone was stolen in jb.. that of coz cannot be believed lah...
and now.. masya allah.. how i cried and ranted for such a thing like a stupid handphone.... NO its not stupid coz it's part of my life..
ok..... it's one of the many tests given by God.. He's testing me.. yeah.. first hospitalised... now... mmm... ader hikmah di sebalik semua ini... tabah jelah... Allah maha adil lagi berkuasa.. He has sumtink for me..
how interesting if i look at that way.. i mean... wow! haha.. i am sooooo positive.... haha.. that's supposed to be sarcastic..
niwaez... that's not the only thing.. now it scares me whenever my head starts to hurt.. now it's more like often lah.. scary... i cant hear ppl shouting.. or i cant even get angry.. coz it really hurts my head.. and i'll be short of breath.. it scares me to the core.. n now.. i get weak very easily.. mmm..
never mind..
i juz dont want to be extra stressed...
now i want to rest..
1:30 AM