Tuesday, August 16, 2005
Im trying.. Im trying.. To tell u juz how much u mean to me..
haHaha.. dat song has been stuck in my head for so long sia.. N i cant get over wit it..
ok ok.. Let's talk about my newfound craziness... EXAMS! TESTS! QUIZZES! N darknesssss.... dat's not newfound lah actually.. hehe.. but the first three are..
Last night..
I confessed my true love for you..
For years I've been wanting to say it out loud..
Time to time..
Seconds to minutes to hours to days to months to years..
My heart wanted to scream everytime I looked into your eyes..
Last night was the night..
When I got to say what I've been wanting to say all this while..
How my tears fell..
When I saw you smile..
And the wetness in your eyes..
How it touches my heart..
When you confessed yours to me..
Mom.. Whatever it is that I did.. Please forgive me..
It slashes at my heart when you cry and fall apart..
I've watched you fell..
I've watched you got up again and again..
Everytime..
You were always there for me..
Not papa.. Not anyone..
But why..
Why we cant be like most moms and daughters out there..
Whatever it is..
My love for you will never ever end..
Even til my own death invites me..
All I want to see before I go..
Is that You smile..
And be happy..
Forever..
Love you Mom..
Cehdebar.. jiwang kauz... org jiwang ngan mat ke pe aku jiwang ngan my own mom. wakaka.. tak leh angkat..
Lagik satu punye citer............ This one is for someone special.. i donno whether he reads it or not lah.. but most probably he wont coz he wont lah.. hahaha..
No matter wat u wanna say.. I will always still love you.. Never ever blame yourself for watever that is happening. dont be confused or forever lost.. bring yourself to the surface.. and u'll understand what ur heart really want.. there is someone special for you and only for you.. n i bet she'll come for you.. as for me, You will always be here.. In my heart.. Deep down, where nothing can erase your name from the beating of my heart.. Dada! tAke care.. membeRs aitEz.. wakakakak
3:20 AM