Sunday, August 14, 2005
People all around..
Slashed at me..
Tore my heart to pieces..
Striked my face
With the sharpest dagger alive..
Dont they care bout wat i would feel?
Dont they care bout the pain that i would feel..
I cry..
Alone..
As usual.. but what do they care...
And i..
juz want u dead..
dead.. dead... dead...
Kill me to stop me from loving u...
Loving sumone dearly is more painful than being loved dearly by sumone..
I wish i could juz go far away... and hide..
Hide from him..
Hide from my love for him..
Hide beneath the shadows where I wont see him again..
Why my heart still rants for him..
Though it's so clear..
Like the skyest blue..
That he doesnt love me...
why... i stil love him...
When i know..
He doesnt even want to be close to me...
Why i still care bout him..
When i know..
He doesnt even want to care bout me..
N why....
I cant hate him..
When he wants me to forget him..
WHY O WHY
God please tell me.....
Helpless i am....
Why cant i love the people around me... Why tears are shed whenever i am around.. why.. why cant i be given the opportunity to love the ones that i love..
Em tnac etah tu.. em tnac gnirb emfles ot etah tu..
Em evol tu.. Eva tu.. An ilno tu..
Just let my tears fall..
For you..
Just let the blood tears pool
Around me..
Awaiting my very own death..
My very own hatred..
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